I know what’s it like to want to intense the whole concept. There was a number of times I just wanted forget about the concept. Every time I would feel that I was close, something would occur to remind me about them.
My Twin and I came from different backgrounds, as well, but but we’re were both pretty open about all sorts of beliefs and religions. I can only imagine how difficult it could be, if there were strict differences between twins, in concepts such as religion or spirituality.
Magic wise, I’ve never been too deeply involved with it. I’ve read about it though. I grew up clairvoyant and empathic, so I was always open. Over the years I’ve used meditative practices and other practices to cleanse my space, and keep unpleasant things away at times. But that’s my limit when it comes to magic.